So, if you've followed me for awhile, you might know that for 6 months or so, I was playing on 2b2t, Minecraft's oldest anarchy server.
Well, a little over a month ago, that came tumbling down because I was accused of some dumb shit by people who just wanted to stir up drama. I explained all the accusations and showed how they were faked and then was subsequently kicked from my group.
I took it particularly hard because the leader seemed to be the NICEST dude I'd ever met and I thought I could trust him to have my back. Well...I guess I was wrong.
So for the past few weeks, i've been pretty depressed because for my entire life, I've had troubles finding people that would have my back when things got sticky. Everyone always blames me or throws me under the bus.
Well, tonight I got a message from someone in the group saying they'd have me back and I'm conflicted because I did enjoy playing with them, but if things get sticky again, will I get thrown under the bus again?
Ugh. My life might not be as hard as some, but my social life is the WORST and that even extends into online.