I feel so helpless when it comes to a lot of things in my life right now.

Things aren't necessarily going the way i'd hoped with a lot of things and I can't do anything to change that and it sucks.

I feel Fedi is going under some sort of corporate control recently with the way the SWF is funded.

Politics everywhere and everyone fighting and hating each other.

People dying in wars that don't need to happen. Friends fearing for their lives while living in countries where those wars are taking place.

Things just suck and the only thing I can control is how to handle the Fediverse situation. Obviously I haven't been posting recently and that's why. I just don't feel as positive about the platform as I once was.

It almost makes me want to move to Nostr but there's barely anyone there besides crypto peeps and that's such a small part of my life.‍️

I hope SWF proves me wrong. I really do.

The rest...well, I have absolutely no control over and it's all draining me emotionally.